Pregnancy (or maybe the hormones associated with it) are apparently making me kind of crazy/soft in the head. Last night Jeff put on GI Joe (the film? not a cartoon) and it totally triggered a panic attack. I literally ran out of the room, mumbling "too violent, too violent" then ran upstairs where I had to wash my face with cold water and then sit on my bed trying to hold it together, bombarded with images of watching a little child grow up, loving said child to pieces, then having someone shoot him/her out of the sky with a missile.
I had to calm myself down by watching Tosh.O.
Sometimes I feel like a stranger in my own head. I've started thinking really random, strange, non-scientific thoughts about how now I have two brains (one in my head, one in my belly), and wondering if this somehow changes the way you think. I know, ridiculous. But still….two brains!
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